Okay, I'm officially DONE with this account.
If someone would prefer me delete my journals
and deviations just for tidiness, okay.
I would, but I have a bunch of photos on here
that I don't have on my computer.

So I have my new accounts that I actually use:
~Shadows-Grow-Less
~CarxCrashxlessthan3
~Cat--Scratch
~Blissful-xResentment
And when I get around to it ~AeRosolxDeception

So yup. :]

Well, it's finally here! I had hoped to be at a party with my friends! At least that way I'd have someone here with me to share my kiss with! haha!

Nope, I'm here with meh cousin's which is just as fun-well..yeah, just as fun! haha! I have no clue what kinda food Chinese, Mexican and Pizza have all been on the order menu. I have no fucking clue.

My aunt called me a ho cuz of my tank top [totally just kidding], i straightened my hair and I officially saw one of the most beatiful pictures of my best friend evar.

My new years resolution:
1. Get good grades
2. Take advantage of the time I get with meh sis!
3. Stop taking shit from people!
4. Feel better about myself.
5. Submit at least four pages of deviations on my new account: ~CarxCrashxlessthan3

Hopefully I get to talk to Heather tonight! I want to call Heather but I want to call Sean..wth is with the double best friends..fuck me.

Omg 1995 pageviews!! Shweet! Makes me happy!!

Oh, btw. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

I'm fucking hungry!~

I broke up with Curits. For multiple reasons and I rly don't feel like repeating them.

My grades fuckin' SUCK so I'm not going down to North Carolina for Christmas break. I'm gonna be an emo child until Spring Break.

Christmas Break..btw..started today..at 2 o clock in the after noon, signaling its arrival with a harmonious ringing.

I have officially taken back my Happily Evar After even though Ara tells me to take it slow. *sigh* I don't know..I should listen to her, I know it. =]

I just got done being sick, my stomach hurt like a bitch!

We're writing a story called Gush and we're all serial killers. D: It's great. Find it ~Diminishing-Lies and ~XxWreckoningxX

Gawd..

Well, I've hung out with Curtis twice since I asked him out.

I went to teh movies once with him and three of his girl friends from school, that was fun. That time, I held his hand. After many, many dramatic hints, he finally took one! It made me so happy. Afterwards we played air hockey .. and we tied at 5 points since it's time activated! He finally left and was bitching his mom out cuz she drove off even though he wanted to make sure I left safe.

I did and when he came back, I was gone already. He kept apologizing. It was so sweet, I coulda kissed him.

Then, like last weekend maybe we went bowling. We only played two games before taking off. We went adventuring through the snow, stopped at McDonald's, walked farther up the road before he decided it was a good time to tell me he had to be home by five and it was four thirty. -___-; Well anyways. We kept walking and ended up by my brother in law's work shop and THEN we ended up by my mom's church. I felt in the snow. We were gonna go in the church and were joking about making out in there just to be immoral. But alas, the doors were locked as I said. haha! jk.

Anyways, we finally made it around by the time I was freezing to death. We got to NAPA and waited for his mom. She said she was coming and after getting directions from me, was on her way to NAPA. We started to walk!

We were talking as I was giving myself a pep talk.

"Do it, Aidan! Do it! No, I can't do it. DO IT! NOOOOO!" So I did it. He was walking ahead of me so I grabbed his arm and pulled him into me, pushing myself up on my tippy toes and SHMACK! Laid one on him. It was just a little one, his expression was great. Nothing to special .. but one I'll remember. Can't explain it ..

As soon as I smiled, a car honked at us! I turned around and we both laughed, finding it slightly humerous. I did.

This weekend was Thanksgiving weekend. FOUR.DAY.WEEKEND! Shweeeet! Thursday was Thanksgiving, woke up at nine and cooked until like three something in the afternoon.

It was my mom, my dad, my sister, her husband, their two kids and me at the table that night. I didn't eat any turkey .. didn't really feel like it. I had baked beans, potatoe salad and cranberry [like the jelly stuff??]]

Friday? I went over to Melissa's house for our Jareth/Labrynth SQUEE sleep over! It was so much fun! We took Labrynth trivia quizzes [I know, nerdy, step off.]], we watched the movie itself and looked at the making-of thing. Then we played dress up [the pictures i submitted are the product!]] and we got on teh computer, I talked to Curtis and Sean and Jack and they went off to play Halo 3 while we went off to be awesome and play Disney Scene It! Oh yeah, we kick major ass.

So we finally fell asleep at like one? Oh well, Melissa was half talking in her sleep Works.

The next day, I talked to Curtis and we decided we would go to the dimond mall. I'm gonna mugged and stabbed if I don't die of boredom first!! Oh well, I'll be having fun with him. He's always fun to be around, I get all .. happy. =]

Then, Melissa and I decided we'd go to the mall too! Bwaha, except the 5th Ave. today since that mall rocks. Bwahaha! So we walked to Walmart and met my dad, he got us drinks at Jitters and we drove to the mall.

Guess who we saw there! Justin, his little brother and Doug! We talked and then me and Melissa headed up to hot Topic where we saw someone else! Guess who. Holly! So Holly and us talk for a minute and then we see .. JUSTIN AND JACOB AND DOUG!! Yayyyy! So its Melissa, Holly Doug, Justin, Jacob and I! Yayyy! We have fun, we buy shit. Lots of shit. It's all like .. useful shtuff too!

Later we see Hunter but he doesnt stay for long lamo.

After the mall, we drop Melissa off at her house and I head over to my cousins Kelsey and Jordi's house!! I babysat for a looong time. Netti [their mom]] just got home like half an hour ago maybe. Idk. But I had so much fun, we took a buncha pictures with Netti's professional grade camera and so many of them turned out awesome. it was great!

I talked to Sean for such a long time. I'm really startin' to feel .. idk closer? Idk if that's the right word. We've always been close but now we're talk about important things and how we're feeling about teh stupid shit that's been going around in our worlds and our minds and it makes me feel like I can talk to him now.

I love having a friend like him. We've been friends since 1st grade and we're still best friends. Not like Ara and me best friends but still best friends. It's funny how I can run around on webcam in my undawear and he's still like, "My boxers so pwn your briefs." and how he can say a picture of me is smexy or my fishnets are sexy and I don't want to punch teh shit out of him. Idk, makes me feel good to know he's gonna be there for meh. Cuz every time I need someone to talk to, he makes sure I talk to him. He brings up the subject, "We never really talk about things that matter." And so we talked about what was on each other's mind. It was pretty cool .. I have a lot of fun just talking to him.

To other people he may just seem like another high school kid just like the rest of us but to me he's like .. more than a brother. He's a best friend that I'll always have to talk to but I'm not secluded to brother-sister conversations. I'll be able to talk about how much he pisses me off, how hot this guy is whether he's like, "uh .. tmi?" or not! I don't know, good to know you got someone like that that there for you. =]